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I Feel So
01:45
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When I feel this emptiness inside of me
In my gloomy thoughts this song will ring
But as it’s sung, this place you leave
Has lost its love, won’t remember me
Don’t want to ruin this moment
But what I see is just so sad
Passing through like another day
When I choose to turn the other way
You say
You say
As this earth spins so does the clock that takes us away
Why can’t the future be bright like all those stories say?
Some things you loved, but lost when no feeling remains
I won’t go because you cry for help, but you can’t help yourself
This place you know, sometimes it hides the truth and it let’s people go
With the wind you fly
And I just want to know why
A year of life
In the sun you close your eyes, I feel so
(I feel) Did you question lies (I feel)
(I feel left alone) I wonder if you tried
(I feel) This isn’t home (I feel)
(I feel) When you feel so alone, ((I feel so))
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2. |
Lead To Gray
03:10
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What will it take to regain?
The truth you closed your eyes it remains the same
But once the feeling dies will you reach for me
I’ll grasp to the sound of the voice that’s embedded in me and hear the silence sing
To grow, to change, I want to wish it away
Suppress the love, the pain when a decision is made
Whats trapped inside this valley is left to die here
I can’t accept this way this time I strain
To grow and change
Exchange the blame (exchange the blame)
When blue skies flea
They lead to grey
And now my time has slipped
I can feel it ripping apart from the seams
Then my world was flipped
Brought me back to face the ghost that I’ll never see
Only shadows leave this life with me
With me
I tried to erase the past but it haunts me every day
Forgive me, I turned my back to every cry
Forgive me, forget me, whatever it takes to be aligned
Forgive me
When colors flea
And lead to grey
But I scream not only for you
But I dream not only for you
For me
To make this change
For me
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3. |
Leave Me Behind
01:48
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“The darkest place where you call home
But the sun won’t set forever my friend”
I feel regret, as these seasons pace
But I spend my nights hoping things won’t stay this way
As I sit and watch life die, they cry
This torn family mends their loss, with time
The clock will tick and hours passed, your life
I hope that peace will find your heart, in mine
Your life
The love
You’ll leave behind
Leave me behind
Leave me behind
You’ll never know the feeling of saying goodbye (goodbye)
Accepting the pain you bury to feel alive (alive)
Don’t leave me behind
Don’t leave
Don’t leave me behind
Don’t leave
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4. |
Home For The Night
03:27
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Can you feel the embrace?
Instead of warmth, a cold chill on your face
They say it sucks the life from you and if
that’s true
I’ve known this from the start
I know
It’s so desolate in this home
It shows
why I hate to be alone
I see for miles ahead on this old
deserted road
No turning back, I’ll call this home
for the night
Watch the sky above turn dusty red
And the ground below turns warm as skin
When the road just slowly falls apart
I’ll question what this means to me
And it feels like I’m spinning, but it slowly takes the time away
I tried so hard, to tell myself, that I’m not spinning
I tried so hard, to run away, but I can’t run from here
Run far from here my friend
Do you leave for yourself?
Or do you run from someone else
I stand out by the garden for the day
What it takes just to feel the embrace
I’ll escape
But as you go
It starts to call
I hear the rain it slowly calls me
You’re always calling
I hear the rain it slowly calls me
it’s calls me home
But I scream
(I’m never coming home, never coming home)
You try, but I scream that I’m
(I’ll never call again, never call again)
Do you plead when I leave
(I’m never coming home, never coming home)
Don’t try to keep me this time
I’m never coming home
And I wanted you to know
Here comes the mountain peaks this tunnel swallows me whole (I know)
Watch the city light arise
No turning back, I’ll call this home
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5. |
Pringle Street
02:59
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My eyes they draw this shadowed line across my room tonight
But these clouded thoughts have hung in me like a thousand knives
I never thought I’d feel so lost until I call
I’m waiting for your call
Why does it feel like no one cares?
Alone I’ll sit tonight and wonder
If I sleep will this all just go away?
If I sleep will this all just go away?
My eyes they draw this shadowed line across my room tonight
But these clouded thoughts have hung in me like a thousand knives
When overthinking turns to loss of pride
Will I do this for the rest of my life? I might
I never thought I’d feel so lost
I’m waiting for your call
Why does it feel like no one cares?
Alone I’ll sit tonight and wonder
If I leave right now, but I won’t
If I leave right now, but I won’t
I won’t
Do you see what’s happening?
Look outside before you tell me how to think
Watch the car lights fly down Pringle street
Please tell me I’ll be alright
I’ve never felt so distant in my life
If I fall asleep
Tell me if I fall asleep
Just tell me
If I fall asleep
Just tell me
I’ll never know
how to feel when I’m alone
I’ve never known
what it means to let go
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6. |
Hereafter
03:00
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When the golden door slams
For this one last time
It’s almost harder to breathe
Than the last few times
Soon the summer months came
It was hard to fight
I’d say my goodbyes
but I’ll be up all night
When you feel my, can’t see why
Did the paint dry, down courtright
While they call for me
I won’t feel a thing
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7. |
Time Spent, Too Long
02:07
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Why has it been so long?
Forgot to live while you were gone
When there’s no place to go
And no one left to know
The trees that line this town
Won’t hold me, hold me to this ground
I’ll pick apart at these memories
And overthink what you want from me
But how you go I’ll never know
when will this feel normal again?
Well does the dream match the sky
To fill this void when you lie
When I try to escape this time
I close, I closed my eyes
Why can’t it fix my mind?
The first to try, but it dies
Once you walk away this time
I’ll be fine
You’ll be fine
(But you leave far from this place)
Because I thought this was right
(I truly wish you would stay)
But no one wants to be wrong
(But you leave far from this place)
I’ll never know what you want
(When truly I hope)
And I hope you find what you’re looking for
in my setting sun
Next time I’ll be gone
And you wrote
(I’ve spent too long inside
I just might move along)
Time spent, too long
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8. |
Autumn
02:42
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While I watched September fade
These orange leaves won’t call my name
But the cold nights seem to stay
I can’t shake this rain that falls onto me
But I see right through these blinds
And I’ll never realize
What it takes to have control
An open mind a cheerful soul
My cheerful soul
Where does it go
I feel stranded here
All they’ve done is leave
If there’s one to blame
The one to blame is me
I want this
I’ve tried but I lost my way (Lost my way)
Are you broken?
You’ll never realize this choice you made
(Choice you made)
And you’ll haunt me
Until the seasons change next year
And you, you’ll never change
Once you move along, and you’re pushed aside
The darker place is inside of your mind
But there’s no place to go, no end in sight
And when these leaves show change,
so do I
Here’s the place where I melt away
In the town across the stream
It’s been months and it’s only me
Left me question the thought of you and me
And it took awhile, but I know, when it’s time,
I’ll let it fade
Will the autumn breeze
Please take me away
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9. |
Chrysanthemum
03:20
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And I
Just want to feel like someone else
But I’ve been thrown away
Most times goodbye is all you say
When I’m first to fall, where are you?
I can feel your pain
But I wish you stayed so far away
I never opened my eyes
Couldn’t tell what’s wrong from right
And now when it’s weighing me down
I can’t just turn my head
But you said you’d wait
When I didn’t have the words to say
But I wrote that page
As you read it back, I can’t take it back
How can you drown your thoughts
Like they mean nothing
But there’s no cry for help
When you’re slowly sinking
To all of this I say
I’ll say to you
We lost what’s left
of this place along the way
To all of this
I say
(I say) my life is not the same this way
(But I think) that I’ll wish you just the best
I’ll wave
How can you drown your thoughts
Like they mean nothing
But there’s no cry for help
When you’re slowly sinking
What was broke in two, falls to place
When it crumbles down, face to face
But it’s not fair because when
I say this life’s not mine to claim, rearrange
But I think that I’ll wish you just the best
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10. |
As The City Sleeps
03:53
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No matter how many times this valley cries, you sing to me
In this moment
I’m leaving all this
As I watch it shine beautifully
Underneath these saddened trees
Can’t find a truth in front of me
When this city lies
It hides
My friend, in your eyes
When I look to you I find
Do you hate or love your life?
When this city lies
It hides
My friend, in your eyes
When I look to you I find
We’d walk this bridge for miles
But you’re too far gone
How coping ends in pain
Look down from the hill tonight
It’s the sinking feeling that finds its way to leave an imprint
Clouds roll over the city sky
Between these Appalachian mines
It’s the sinking feeling that carves your thoughts and leaves you desperate
How could you look in my eyes
And tell me everything’s alright
Don’t say it’s fine
When this valley lies
Then you realize this put you further
down that line
What’s far from me
Is this life you lead
Won’t take a moment to think
What’s far for me (what’s far from me)
Is this life you lead (is this life you lead)
Until you find yourself on the floor
It won’t mend these thoughts you
Break
Watch it fall on me (through these eyes I bleed)
Watch it fall on me (this time I’m waiting)
When you’re forced to change
See the life you gave
Look around next time
at what you have to lose
(It’s everything)
When the high does fade
See the mess you made
Look around this time
at what you have to lose
(It’s nothing)
It’s everything
It’s nothing
Anymore
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